hi

I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm the cutest, most lovable dog in this whole entire Universe. I'm also totally fun, just today I barked at a toy hamster ! How silly's that ! It was scary, though... STOP LAUGHING HAMSTERS BITE HARD ! Not that I've ever been bit by one. Or even seen a hamster. But the toy-ones freak me out ! Anyhow, just thought you should know that I'm adorable. And sweet. And magnificent. And perfect. And crazy as fuck.
Sleep well and be sure to dream of me !

Love, You Know Who ;)

"The pure and simple truth is rarely pure and never simple."

It's unbelievably fucking cold outside. And I've taken up a new hobby ! Well, let's not rejoice yet, I've only been there once but still, I feel that it's the first sport in years that I could actually grow very fond of. Oh, you're wondering what it is ? Well, it's swimming ! I found my kind of speed and motivation while I was at the swimming pool last Saturday and, to be honest, I'm still totally psyched about it ! Let's hope this motivation lasts, I really need some exercise in my life... Best wishes to my thighs and tummy !

Perhaps it does not a matter so very much what it is one loves in this world. But love something one must!

"Don't you know that I'll be around to guide you,

Through your weakest moments to leave them behind you."

"Please don't keep me (please don't leave me)

Please don't keep me (please don't leave me)

Please don't keep me (please don't leave me)"


"I spilled the ink across the land
Trying to spell your name
Up and down there it goes
Paper Aeroplane."


"Alabama, Arkansas, I do love my Ma and Pa
Not the way that I do love you."


"Was it love or fear of the cold that led us through the night?
For every kiss your beauty trumped my doubt."


"And even when you know the way it's gonna blow
It's hard to get around the wind."


"We build our house of cards
And then we wait for it to fall.
Always forget how strange it is
Just to be alive at all."


"I don't get lost in daydreams.
I  never lay awake at night
Staring in my bed."


"When the rivers run dry
Don't cry
Don't cry
I'll be thirsty too.


"I told my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall."


"For a second there I thought you disappeared
It rains a lot this time of year."



A horrible Sunday. However, some bloody great music is currently making this pathetic excuse for a day a whole lot better. Not that there's much left of it to save, but still.
Hope you enjoy, too !

it's been a long, cold, lonely winter

Needless to say what I've been thinking about again...
Also, can we take a moment to appreciate this song:

it's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert

Haha I look like a mountain in that first picture ! Which I am though. And in that last one I look like I've been killed by an army of cockroaches or something. If this didn't make any sense to you, that's fine, it didn't make sense for me, either. I blame my stress levels.

Sleep tight, don't let the bedbugs bite !

I am lost, I am vain

Some random pictures for you lot ! I've been terribly busy what with my newly born addiction to yet another British tv-show - Land Girls. Now off to bed. One more episode, though !

but time won't change the things unsaid

My thoughts exactly. Gotta love this.

lots sometimes

Oh I miss summer. In the sleety and 10 degrees days of December I kinda got used to the idea of not having a decent, cold winter. I thought: "oh, good, the less there's snow, the less time it takes for it to melt off." And now, as the snow's piling up out there and temperatures are getting colder and colder, I'm really not that into it at all. I want summer ! It's also really hard to deal with a car at winter, hence the fact that I've spent a total of 50 minutes today by wiping and scratching the car from all the snow and ice.

So as a result, I thought it would be a good medicine for the longing to watch some pictures from last summer ! Bad news is I only miss it more now... Here's some summery pictures for you, too, try not to get as deeply depressed as I am from all the memories of hot days and green green oh so greeny green landscapes.

this time no

Some random photos and some breathtaking music. That red scarf ! I love it. And Mumford and Sons is a great love of mine, too. Those notes at the end and that tear !

I've been mentally so worn down for a long time now and it's really starting to catch up on me (check the eye bags, lovely, eh ?). Huge changes, huge challenges, huge decisions, huge stress etc. have brought me to the point where I just feel so incapable of doing anything, yet I still keep doing everything at the same time, all the time. Let me tell you, this really is exhausting and messed up and I'm so totally lost. I wish things would settle down so my life could begin to start making some sense.

Tired, gloomy and messed up wishes to you lot.

choose your last words, this is the last time

Oh my. I love Lana but this is just too much. Is it even possible to sound that mesmerizing ? And she's so effing beautiful, too ! Just watch it, ok ?